my immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears..

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave..

Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone !

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real..

There's just too much that time cannot erase !

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone..

the emo freak,

Mich 

p/s : I want an iPod Touch !

of cupcakes and test

Hoola !

Yesterday was a friend's birthday. Uhmm.. felt kind of guilty because i didn't know until the others told me. Fail ! Well, anyway, we bought a box of custom designed cupcakes for her. It's crazy delicious ! =D

#cupcakes from Vanilla <3

#custom designed cupcakes !

#this is mine, a gift box cupcake =)

#still mine XD

#both mine...heh

It's really tasty, but the icing is kinda oily, though ! It was my friend's idea to get the cupcakes, umm..i pay only ! Haha.. but anyway, using cupcakes for simple celebration is awesome ! Really.. you don't have to cut them like you cut a birthday cake and then clean up the mess birthday cakes usually leave. This is simple and fast and yummy and chaos-less ! XD 

But if we're celebrating OUTSIDE school grounds, chaos-less and simplicity is definitely out of the picture .. Heee !

Anyways, as mentioned in this post's title, the MUET mid-year paper is just around the corner, in this case, literally ! Next Monday is speaking test.. OMFG ! The school just issued the "tickets" to us yesterday morning. 

Must bring this along to sit for the exam. I need to pray hard that i won't in any case lost it or forget to bring it. For the speaking test on Monday, i'm glad that they grouped me into the same group with my class' monitor. He speaks well. The other two candidates are from the next class and one of them is my friend .. TEEHEE ! Hopefully everything will be okay ! My teacher told us that we'll be doing reading,writing and listening one shot on Saturday. It must be crazily exhausting ! 

#see.. this is what i do when i'm forced to attend boring workshops !

Lol..I ditched school today and planned to study, they were having this study group workshop for us. I know better than to waste my time sitting in the library, study group simply don't work for me ! *shrugs* But my study plan failed ! My mother dragged me to the wet market(the big one in KL) this morning .. Sigh !(fail reason, i know !) Maybe will be ditching Thursday too. Haha.

Till then. 

Lotsa love,

Mich

in need of this and that

Hoola hoola !

I was wondering if i ever mentioned that i've recently fallen in love with coffee. I was never a fan of coffee. I used to dislike the taste and the smell ! But recently, i begin to like coffee ! Hmm.. i don't know why, but maybe it's because of the lame theory about people changing so and so .. So, yeah ! I'm officially declaring my latest liking of coffee here in my blog .. OTL

#this is of course not my first cup of coffee .. like d-uh !

This is a yummilicious cup of white coffee from a stall near my area ! It's crazily awesome .. =) It tasted like cappuccino ! Heh ..

You realize i edited this photo with a very lomo-ish effect... ? *evil smile* Hehehehe .. I want a lomo camera so dang much .. sigh ! And i'm still debating whether to get a ...

#photo taken from : lomo-crewz

Not the doll of course, but this NeinGrenze 5000 T !!! or ...

#photos taken from : google

This is a Polaroid CAMERA using cheap polaroid films !!!! ohhhh... isn't it adorable ???!!! >< It's too adorable i'm gonna DIEEEE !!!

Okay .. enough of my wantings..

I'm still saving money for either ! T__T any advance birthday money-giving are welcome and if you're considering getting the very nice me a birthday gift, convert it to cash instead.. just saying .. OTL

Do you still remember one of my recent post about hope letters to Japan ? Well, i came across with this guy(a very famous one indeed) that did something so meaningful that it captivated lots of attention .. You know who i'm talking bout ?

yes, i'm talking about him ..



Ryan Higa - #honkforjapan
And this people in Japan definitely found out what he did for them because this very video was on a Japanese news ! =) Congrats to Ryan ! 
It has been awful lately, what with disasters here and there and war being launched at Libiya just to capture one person ! Prayers are needed everywhere .. if you can't donate or whatsoever, pray for them .. ! 
Another story in my life goes this way : April's MUET is just around the corner and my class haven't even begin on group discussion, but the teacher briefed those who are taking this test la.. >< I'm a bit scared !! Sigh .. 
Lotsa love, 
Mich
p/s : i'm glad my blog is a very personalized blog with scattered bits about my life instead of a dictionary blog =P