Sunday, September 26, 2010

Fun friends? Close friends?

I guess, I've been really emotional lately in Facebook.  With my colloquium, some stuff and "someone" to bother me. I doubt that I will have any good mood. One of my friend asked, why am I so emo and suggested that I hang out and have fun with my friends to distract myself. This is ironic. Because, till then only I realize that, I don't really have any friends that I could have fun with. Well, Nandy. I have a bunch of girl friends. But none as close. Not to mention hang out and have fun! I remember when I was still in Engku Husain, I had fun with Sam, Nandy, Ayumi and John. Those are friends where I can really laugh with and enjoy with. I don't know, I laugh too with my other friends, it's just that, I couldn't really recall a proper time where we really hang out and enjoy thoroughly like Nandy and I used to. Yeah, Jocelyn is also another friend who I enjoy going out with. But she's leaving soon enough.

I guess, there's really loads of stuff going on messing around with my mood lately. I feel like crying. I feel pathetic. I can't find answers to my questions! My emotions in these very moment is really screwed up and, and I don't know what the hell is going on with me!!!!! I feel like screaming, shouting! Damn, Nandy, I miss you like hell!! I don't know it this time!! I don't know how to deal with all the things this time! I don't know how to get  over it this time! I don't know how to distract myself this time! I really miss my high school life now. I remember those distractions I used to have with Chee Sit, Keat and you playing basketball! I remember Zizi and Afiq joking around in class! And I remember having you everyday in MY LIFE. Why am I having this feeling that everything is changing too rapidly that I can't catch up with it. Isn't this hilarious? My life is changing in a pace where I fail to keep up with. My life is leaving me behind it.

Nandini, where are you?

Mich

3 comments:

  1. I'm here. I'm always here. I'm sorry I haven't called you back for a few days - I should have. Look, we all miss high school every now and then. I know I've been adamant in saying otherwise but yeah, I do too sometimes. But we have to move on. Like Kaz said "it's life". Don't let it pull you down. When you feel down, call me. I'll try my best to make you feel better. But I can't always be there for you so you've gotta learn to make new friends. They may not be anything like Sam, Ayumi, John or me so don't expect them to be - you might be surprised how much you might like them. If life is leaving you behind, it's just teaching you to catch up. So catch up. You control your life - not the other way around. <3<3<3

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  2. I'm here. I'm always here. I'm sorry I haven't called you back for a few days - I should have. Look, we all miss high school every now and then. I know I've been adamant in saying otherwise but yeah, I do too sometimes. But we have to move on. Like Kaz said "it's life". Don't let it pull you down. When you feel down, call me. I'll try my best to make you feel better. But I can't always be there for you so you've gotta learn to make new friends. They may not be anything like Sam, Ayumi, John or me so don't expect them to be - you might be surprised how much you might like them. If life is leaving you behind, it's just teaching you to catch up. So catch up. You control your life - not the other way around. <3<3<3

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You're awesome ! Thanks for your comment =)

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