Sunday, October 31, 2010

of seniors, graduations and separations!

a pic took by a malay senior

The Upper Six Graduation yesterday was very successful! Congrats too all seniors. Haha..all looked frigging good and supposedly hot! Don't expect any photo's yet, cause' the camera's with my friend and her comp broke down... And it's really a miracle I didn't cam-whore at all yesterday! Don't know why, just don't feel like it...  

Friday, October 29, 2010

extremely glad!

Oh my god! It's Friday, guys!! I can't believe the exam is almost...ALMOST...over! 3 more papers and i can do whatever ever ever ever I want! Weee....okay, this is what I drafted during the few days of exam when I didn't update my blog~ hehe...

Monday, October 25, 2010

Nicky this is the video of my nicky as

and the war begins

So, this week, exam starts officially! LOL. yeah. My first paper is History Paper 1 and it's tomorrow. I don't wanna claim that I've studied hard. In fact, I slacked a lot. I mean, the study mood was like on and off on and off. I guess SPM spoiled me. I'm so used to study last minute that any early preparations just won't register., this final exam last for approximately six days! I'm really lucky that it's not quite crammed as in a few papers per day. So...I still have some time to patch up for those subjects I neglected(i've been studying history AND only history). This, I suppose considered as last minute study eh...

Last week was such an eventful week! Wedding dinner and Fene with her dengue! The bright side is that, she's getting better and the doctor will discharge her tomorrow. Thanks god! But I think she somehow enjoyed some of her time there with the "sweetest" porridge in the world...LOL. Um...she's not that chicken after all...hehe...All of these sorta zapped most of my energy outta me! Um...I think something came up in my family-my father's side. My grandfather is really a troublemaker. Not only did he dumped my grandmother at our house without paying her visits but also creating troubles for almost everyone. He's really annoying.

Hey, have I introduce my nephew to you? LOL...nephew obsession...haha
Haha, isn't he cute? LOL...he resembles my sister at this point...but now...he started to have some traits from my BIL...he's chubby and cute! And very naughty too! I just love the way he smiles and his dimples! So freaking cute! Babies!!!! They're too adorable and so innocent! So, my sister participated this FB contest using this photo and if you're free or whatever...Please vote him okay? hehe...Just remember to like the page before you vote for him via this link. So, I've linked those required links to this post. You just have to click it. Convenient no? support ya...hehehe...! I'm trying to upload a video of him to youtube. But too slow...I'll post it here when I'm done uploading!

All the best to those who are sitting for exams! Whatever exams! Oh yeah, it's cold again...dampness always manage to screw my mood up...but most of the time, i like it...haha...Cheers!


Saturday, October 23, 2010

of wedding dinner and dengue

I love wedding dinner or any other family occasions(probably includes funerals?lol). It brings every relatives together and that's the time when you see how everyone changed and how they are, your relatives!

But the irony part is, through wedding dinners, you can actually spot Malaysians culture-mostly Chinese I suppose- not being on time! No matter how early you've mentioned the dinner would start in the invitation card. They still manage to arrive at 9 o'clock SHARP. Or maybe start arriving after 9 when the dinner was supposed to start at 7.30. Haiz...Malaysians.

The wedding dinner last night to say great, but I love the bride's wedding dress! Should have taken some photos! My family are relatives of the bride's side. She's my beloved uncle's only daughter. Some of her friends posted the wedding dinner's photos. I might just share it with you guys!
See...her dress! and her husband!

This is my auntie!

So yeah, she's the only daughter of my beloved uncle and now she is getting married. I'm sure my uncle must be smiling his usual smile up there! Uncle, I miss you! Her wedding ceremony will be held on the 30th of October. We might be attending...hopefully. Congrats, Jovi!

By now, you must be wondering what does a wedding dinner has anything to do with dengue? Hell, wedding dinner has nothing to do with dengue! Of course not.

But the thing is, the popularity of dengue is again on the rise! My sister had fever for more than 5 days. It was like on and off, on and off! Yesterday, was the fourth day, she was supposed to return to the clinic and had her blood checked. She refused. 

Our relatives insisted her to have her blood checked. So, my mother brought her to have her blood checked, so and so. And now, she's waiting to be admitted into KPJ , Kajang. Yeah, dengue! Wish to be there with her. She's kinda chicken in place like that! 

And to everyone who's reading this post! Please refer to your doctor ASAP if you're experiencing symptoms of dengue! Forget about stupid SPM! Forget about stupid STPM! Forget about stupid exams, school and work! Dengue is not a matter of joke! (Sounds like commercial><)

Praying hard of my dearest sis, god bless! 
am now waiting for my mother to come back and pack some clothes for her, then, i'll go with my mother!(hopefully)


p/s: really friends, take care and be careful!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

stop child abuse, raise your HAND...

Came across with this unicef campaign while blog walking, yeah! BLOG WALKING! lol. I drew this myself! 
this is actually the second one!
this is the first one!lol..LOVE WITH MICH!!!

see? i've already raised both my hand!So what are you waiting for? Raise your hand hand NOW! Stop child abuse..!

unfogging the future...

21st of October. Haiz. Next week's exam. Studying History is really tiring! Thanks god traditional lit is combining with modern lit! So, Tuesday's only his paper 1...I sort of enjoy everything that has something to do with Rome or Greek! Anything other than that, I started feeling sleepy and sort of bored! Even Tamadun China! lol. 


My friends are(some, at least) saying that they don't really mind screwing up this exam! But for some reason that I myself don't even know, i DON'T WANNA screw it up. But I have a feeling that I'm about to screw it up! No matter how I study for history, it feels like nothing is registering in my mind. Like, I'm just briefly reading! Everything come and go! Nothing stays! Am I having exam anxiety? I guess i probably am! But don't ask me to relax. Because there's no way I can relax. Not NOW! Everyday after school, I feel so fatigue that there's no way I can focus properly! Ugh!

Maybe it's me.
Maybe it's really just me that I feel the necessity to do well! To do well in form six! I want and I NEED to get into either UPM or UKM OR UM! The nearest to where I stay so that i won't have to move out. No. I'm not a mummy girl. Definitely not. It's just that, without the need of moving out meaning I don't have to get a laptop! I can still come home and use my desktop!(hopefully) And I can save my parents from the amount of money they will have to spend if I have to study outstation! The fact that I don't want to stay too far from my family counts a lot too. I don't wanna feel detached from them anymore. I don't want to miss anymore time being together anymore. Isn't it weird? Everyone, well, almost everyone yearns to move out and stay at hostels away from parents, siblings and etc. But ME? lol. BM teacher told me that her(nephew if I'm not mistaken) took Mass Comm at UKM. The first semester itself required him to buy a camera. And not those cute, pretty, pink in color digital cameras but DSLR! She might have mentioned more. But the thought of having to get a DSLR is enough to make me drift away from our conversation! lol.

People tend to say that I think too much about the future.
Well, maybe i am...
They say this will distract me a lot too.
Well, yeah, it distracts me more than just a lot...
Only if I have the ability to foresee the future...
or maybe a copy of Unfogging the Future by Cassandra Vablatsky(lol)
I might save myself from all  these worries and silly thoughts
and focus on here and now...
life is so not suitable for a mind like mine...


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Oh crap!

Crap! My speaker retired! After working with me for more than 5 years, it gave up on me...><" Such a TRAITOR!! I didn't even betray it when I saw a PINK one on SALE! Stupid, evil, useless speaker!! Praying that my keyboard won't follow its "brother"! My mouse should die, now, now...I don't have that much of money! LOL...

Alright, so, I have to try and survive without my speaker until (hopefully) this Sunday! Haiz! I'll have to study anyways, so I guess it's okay maybe, I've already burned some fav songs into cds, so and so. Well, hehe, I've got Mikha's MUET essay...He's MAD! LOL...If I could catch him online now, I would be bombarding him with questions and this post won't exist! LOL. After studying for history last night, I drafted a post in my note book! Unfortunately, I currently have no plans to post it here. I guess it's too...urgh...NVM, let's forget about it...LOL. Curious? Steal my note book la....BLEK! Oh...where did I stop before I started crapping? Oh, Mikha's MUET essay! LOL...Well, what can I say when even his teacher gave him such great comments? Hehe...I found myself a MUET tutor!!!Ngehehehehe~
Okay, crapping stops here, I guess...wanna type Yee Ling a letter...kinda lost contact with her and back to my homework!

p/s: In case you're reading this, Mikha, Thanks a lot...LOL you still owe me one more...muaha!


Monday, October 18, 2010

Dr. Mahathir

lol. I just saw Mahathir in today's 8.00pm's news at 8tv. Well, he's old like my mother said. But, I like him. He was one of the great prime ministers Malaysia ever had. I don't really know him because I was just a kid when he "ruled". LOL. But he made that kid liked him and has been liking him ever since. Maybe it's because of the conversations between mummy and daddy about him or maybe it's because of the way he talks. I remember when I was a kid, I'll listen intently whenever he gives talks and interviews, so and so. Hehe... i think he's one of those people that makes others like him just like that. >< lol. The way he still appears in news to comment about our current and previous prime minister is somehow hilarious. Okayy, politics stops right here. LOL. Just wanna tell that I admire our Bapa Pemodenan! Not gonna condemn anyone or any other things. By the way, when I googled Mahathir, I found his blog and thought it would be nice to share is his blog. Nice one.

Sometimes, humans are simply funny in their own way! You knew someone is talking/writing or even singing about you but you'll still ask this question: Is that me you're talking about?>,< Well, basically, the answer you will be getting is: LOL. Don't perasan!(my version) Hehe. Weee....I found and downloaded some trial exam papers for my history and even printed some parts of it! See...I'm Oh gosh, I guess I've been updating my blog way too frequently. lolx.
=,=" my brother is so freaking annoying! He saw the way I edited the picture(the one for my current header) and he started bugging me to teach him how to do it! Ugh!!! He's so damn annoying! This is what he did. swt. I'm eighteen, it's okay to be "childish"! Besides, I'm a girl! But HE! A 21 year old GUY!!! Doing stuff like this! SWT la! Alright, lets burn the midnight oil together gether! LOL. Oh yeah, I've completed my proposal and gonna submit it tomorrow! Weeeee! Cheers!


and i miss...

Sitting in the morning class of History
Listening to the laughter of classmates and the teacher's voice
Everything seems so fine and ordinary
Just like the normal daily routine of the week
But something's obviously amiss
Because something's missing
Some feelings are gone
This ticklish sensation remains
And i miss the way we talk,
like we've known each other for six summers
And i miss the way you say "Tell me something i don't know about you",
like you're forbidding our conversation to reach its end
And i miss the way you tease,
like you're reading my mind, telling me that i'm wrong
And i miss your smiles and the way you care
The things you did and the things you said,
were once miraculously so significant
But time flies leaving memories behind
Like summer leaving without a word
Shredding every leaf with its hope
And it's cold but you'll never know.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

friendster. facebook.

For some reasons, I logged in to my Friendster account. Quite surprise to see that some of my friends are still active at friendster! LOL. After getting what I wanted, i decided to cancel my account! it's weird, they use "cancel" instead of deactivate or delete. Hehe. They actually asked you which social sites you've transferred to... imagine the frequency of facebook and twitter appearing as the users answers! I viewed those old photos i posted at friendster too. Not much of a big difference, slightly, very slightly fatter only! LOL. it's fast the way people move on to other social sites. I remember facebook existed so long ago and all out of a sudden, it's popularity shot up to the max! sigh. Still wondering the reason i logged in to friendster? LOL. this is it...
LOL. This was something Ee Leng did for my sweet 16! Why she chose this photo...IDK. But I actually like it. Of all the glittering comments they posted for me, this is the one I love the most! Why? It's DIY stuff! LOL. Hehe, the size is a bit small, but enough for bookmark! lots of bookmarks to make! hehe...with all the cartoon versions of my friends and siblings and some awesome drawings of a friend(not you, Nan...LOL..your drawings too big laa), my books will be happy to receive such special bookmarks...Hehe!
And one more thing, LOL, I just love this new look of my blog so much. I know it's pretty simple and all but i just love the way it is now! And the songs it plays every time you load it! LOL. Alright, i guess, it's really time i return to my studies. I'm thinking about deactivating my facebook account for the time being. It's not that i'm addicted to its games and all, but i just can't help spamming walls. LMAO. hehehe...Okay, this post is way too long. Crappy aren't I? 


Saturday, October 16, 2010

Of confusions, patience and DUST!

I woke up at 9.45 this morning and had my breakfast. My mother happened to be sitting in front of me and she started nagging about how dusty and messy my comp's desk is! And also the amount of old clothes that I should dispose of...>< swt! So, instead of mugging my history, I set off to clean up the "mess"...LOL. With all the dust from SPBT room and my desk(particularly keyboard), I started feeling itchy! Ish... ish...ish! I have to keep typing to prevent my hands from rubbing my eyes.LOL. Currently listening to Yiruma's River Flows in You! Wonder why they can relate it with Twilight movie... Polluting it if you ask me...hehe! Not a RP or KS fan!


I saw a status when I logged in to my FB account that reminded me of chemical reactions and falling in love! I don't really remember, but as far as I'm concerned, it has something to do with our hormones right? LOL... I think, besides the feeling of falling in love, it also triggers confusions and cut down our patience. LOL. Feelings are always confusing because it's too abstract for you to hold still or to grasp at it. Since it's so abstract, instead of losing your patience over it, you focus on something else for the time being. The more you want something the lease it is you'll get it! (= more week left and it's finals!  See what I was

 hehehe...childish, i know...but it's cute!!
lol...gambate neh~(=
hehehehe...if i got enough time, i'll draw mikha~ ngehehehehe!

p/s: Maybe will catch The Child's Eyes later!!! Shawn and Rainie!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10♥10♥10's 10 10 10!! LOL.. It's not really special is it? But still, this happens for like once a thousand of years! Heee...Okay, this is obviously some of my stupid rambles and all. LOL. But today is so special I just have to post something!! xD Heee... Should celebrate it somehow! I wanna get pierced!! I'll see if I can get any~ LOL. I'll upload the pic if I get it!!!! Oh my god...I feel so GAY!!!! LOL


Saturday, October 9, 2010

Sorry, friends!

LOL...I just realize that I've been cramming my friends news feed with my emo posts...*smack*

I'm exhausted...emotionally and physically.

I just came back from my pacemaker follow-up at IJN. The girl who checked me up was the one who handled my surgery 3 years back. Whoa. It's been 3 years now eh? I didn't realize. Well. She didn't recognize me. But I did. Abigail. LOL. The doctor said, my little companion has 10 years of life span. Well, that, I did not expect! I mean, it's the third year, it should be 7 years left. Well, I told my mother, she said, probably some mistakes. Don't rely too much on it. Haih...god knows how much I wish it's true! I mean, going through another surgery!!! The thought of it is enough to freak me out! >< Why am I so chicken about it suddenly?

I still didn't receive any text from him. Today is...what? The third day? But he did something at facebook. I don't know what that was supposed to mean. Or...did it even meant anything at all? He admitted it! That's what came to my mind when the notification about him jumped out at me. Well, I guess I really need an emotional break. LOL...but how? Yesterday, I couldn't even look at my phone...the sight of it made me feel like crying..(no exaggerations here!) I'm just a typical emotional freak I's only 7 something and I feel sleepy. Fatigue owned me now. Not YOU!


Thursday, October 7, 2010


Been studying history everyday and realize that history is kind of repetitive! Anyhow, it's better than our unpredictable life!'s so weird. It's not the first time we didn't text each other and now, it pissed him off! And he said he GIVE a damn about me talking again to him...(blur?) What the hell? What is this guy friend of me up to? Is he trying to pick a fight with me? I tried not to care. But, I can't help crying! I don't know... it hurt me more than anything else! I don't even know what the hell is going on! FRIENDS!!!!! WTH?!  Damn, I haven't been crying because of stuff like this since...UGH!! MICHELLE, DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU!

I really don't know what to feel or how to react. I don't know what you want. I don't know who you are. I don't know where to turn to. I don't know how to stop. I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know what IS THIS! I don't know who am I. Yeah, I'm really selfish, you know what, I can be more selfish if you linger long enough to witness it! Really.


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Of guys, girls and random stuff

Phew…. It’s PMR and I’m on a week-long holiday. I’ve planned this week to be a study week. LOL. The first day, I’ve tried BM. I completed one of the tasks she gave. Still have an essay and one summary to complete. Planning to start my essay tonight. It’s easier for me to start writing at night. When the world seems to be in deep slumber, I like being alone. Studying or reading with the low humming noise of the air-cond. I feel belong and at peace. Night is the most comfortable time to me. Sometimes, I love holding back feelings during the day and release it at night. Weird right? Maybe it’s too hot during the day for me to feel anything at all! LOL.

Delicious gifts from maggie...hehe

Oh… There’s this junior I met at KHS. His name’s Joshua Yap. He’s nice and he’s cute. LOL. Maybe he’s brought up in a strong Christian family. He’s different from many guys his age I knew. The way he sees things and the way he thinks. Sometimes he gives me the feeling that he’s quite mature for his age. SOMETIMES. LOL. The only thing I dislike about him is, he reminded me of someone who ought to be outta my life. Someone that left a pretty deep scar in me. But the more I get to know Joshua, the less I see “him” in him. Funny!

Whoa, I called history in SPM hard. Compared to the stuff I have to go through now, I bet it’s a piece of cake! xD hehe…Haiz! This morning, I saw a status in FB saying that girl's mind are hard to understand. He said, they tend to turn round and round a point without touching it. But I really think that the problem here is GUYS are complicating stuff! What a girl wants is pretty simple. It’s you guys who fail to pay attention ended up complicating it and blame girls for being hard to understand. I came up with this theory. Guys, they start their everyday like a brand new story, a new book. Girls, it’s a new chapter with the same story in the same book. So, if you want to understand them, you have to follow the story from the beginning, not just the new chapter or any chapter you like.

Well, enough of crapping, here are some photo’s I uploaded to facebook and figured it would be nice here too….Enjoy….^^

Latest ME~~~hehe..pretty? LOL

More pics~


yummy delicacies!


Saturday, October 2, 2010

SungHa! xD

Oh my god! Well, I'm nothing of a musical person..hehe! But this kid..he's so cool! And I don't know...I just gotta SHARE it here!!!!^^ Oh...he's really cute...


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