Sunday, May 27, 2012


It took me long enough to realize, I haven't been blogging much lately. I must admit, I broke my promise. I said this year will be full of surprises. Quite the opposite, it's dull and not lively at all, this blog I mean. It's not that I have nothing to blog about, quite the opposite(again). I just don't really have the mood and time. I even stop reading after I finish The Passage.


I lost count of how many times I've read her books. It just happens. One day, I was whatsapp-ing with a friend and suddenly .. I miss wandering along the corridors of Hogwarts. Funny how I always end up reading Harry Potter whenever I'm down or feeling empty. It never even once fails to distract me. I'm making myself sound desperate, #foreveralone and sadistic. Lol. But truth be told, it feels way much better having some wizards accompanying me in my mind. 

Remember how I kept complaining that time crawls ? All of a sudden, time is passing a tad bit too fast. It's another week, then another week and another week again. Just like that. I remember someone once told me, the week passes by faster after Wednesday. I've been sticking to this theory ever since. So when Wednesday is here, I'm pump with the weekend hype. Literally smelling Saturday. 

So .. to assure my loyal stalkers and bloggers who still give a damn about me, yes ! I'm still alive. Very much alive.

Bad skin condition. But it's getting better. 

Okay, my apology once again for my lack of updates. Till then.

Lots of love,


Friday, May 4, 2012

somewhere only we know

This post is named somewhere only we know because I'm currently listening to it. Lol. I went for my interview at UM this morning. I was really nervous when I was waiting for my turn outside the room. But something happened that reminds how my life is all about miracles. I could hear and feel my own heartbeat. It was beating so fast; tupp .. tupp .. tupp .. tupp .. Like a bird fluttering madly inside where my heart should be.

Upon entering the interview room, I calmed down a lot. The panel asked me to tell them about myself. Honestly, I suck at telling people about myself. I don't know. It's not something you can just tell. I mean, if you wanna know about me . you got to know me. Instead, I told them something else about myself. The interview was brief. Basically talked about books and movie adaptation from some books. After the interview, I went and watch The Avengers with the bestie again.

I followed her to her workplace after the movie. And met someone. He came and told me something very funny. No, not really funny like funny but .. he told me that no one on this earth is useless. Everyone's here for a purpose be it small or big. Every little thing you do means a lot .. it's just that you don't realize it. He asked me to stop thinking that I'm useless. This is a very cozy place. Providing under-privilege children a chance to learn something they can't afford. Give them a purpose in life and also giving them a place that they can call home. They're al happy here. And most of them working here are volunteers.

If I've got the time, I'd wanna come here again too. It feels great, being a part of something that is changing people's life. Helping those who are in need. (:

And now, the bestie is warming up + rehearsing for her performance at Ecobar at Damansara later. Drop by if you're around that area. She's gonna be great ! If you're speaking of gifted talent, she has it alright.

Goodbye !


p/s : Now that the interview is over, all I've got to do is wait.

thoughts, minds

It has been a while, hasn't it ? I get lazy .. but I never get bored. Blogging, I mean. I should be sleeping since tomorrow's my interview at UM. Yeah. I got a call from UM to attend this interview tomorrow. Instead of sleeping, I'm here rambling.

I love words. Language aside, it's a mirror to one's mind. Like a door to someone else's thoughts. Catching a glimpse into someone else's life tells you how the world doesn't revolves around you and only you. Even if it's just a short glimpse or say .. unethical. Funny how different life can be with different perspectives. Funny how the world seems to be another world that is not like yours in someone else's point of view.

Don't worry. I didn't manage to possess any special ability to read minds. Just came across with a masterpiece of .. well, compilation of thoughts. Hmm, you should be honored that I'm letting you into a small part of my gigantic over-thinking mind.

It surprises me that my blog still has got steady visitors everyday despite the serious lack of updates. Even it's not an impressive figure, it's still nice to know that people come by every now and then. Even it's just some random links that brought them here.

Bedtime. I don't fancy impressing my interviewers by falling asleep halfway through the interview.

p/s: I'd rather put up a good show and let the world thinks that I'm okay than making myself look seriously pathetic.


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