Monday, April 15, 2013


It is my deepest regret to inform all my faithful readers that this is the last post of a Michelicious story. Because I have finally decided that I'm not delicious anymore to be Michelicious. Lol. I will cut off those crapping.

But yeah, the very same blogger will not EVACUATE but is moving on to another blog. For a change. Because I finally figured out that I have to get back into blogging, but in a way I want. A fresh start perhaps?
I have to say, it is not an easy decision. Well, just an impulsive one. No, really. I've debated for quite some time and poof, it's time to say goodbye to this faithful blog of mine.

I can still be stalkable at:

Yes. I will still be blogging. So if you find my craps addictive, do follow me here!

Thank you for always visiting a Michelicious story. *bows*

This blog will remain as it is. 

Signing off for the last time as a Michelicious story blogger,

Lots of love,


Friday, April 5, 2013

#YOLO Where have I been all this time

Greetings to all the earthlings out there.

Indeed a very long hiatus. Irony of it is that when I first started off in uni, I was actually expecting that I will have a lot of stuff to blog about what with a brand new environment and whole lot of new people to meet. Anyhow, life take things away. That's when Twitter and Instagram comes to my rescue. Haha. With both of that, honestly .. someone like me will just fall out of the blogging hype easily.

Anyway, the blogging mood sort of hit on me so yeah ..

The same question will be asked: Where have you been all these while? What have you been doing?! The same answer will be given: Life is hectic with classes, assignments and other commitments.

I don't know if it's the usual routine line or this semester is being exceptionally busy for me. I actually made a promise to myself that I will blog about it once the election for Local Committee Vice President is over(a position in AIESEC).

Not going to go into details about the whole election, but it went well and I passed the vote of confidence.

I am ever so glad that I made this choice to run for the position. Even though the interview is not over yet which means I still haven't got the post yet, but the support that were shown were enough to keep me going.

#Meet the CR team term 12/13

I wouldn't say I'm living life to the fullest. There's so much more that I have not done, I'm still holding back so much more. But at least, I can proudly say that I'm doing my best to not waste my time before the reality out there takes it away.

I know how I've always hated hectic life. But if you ask me now, I'd rather be busy than being just an average university student that goes to class on a regular basis, finishing assignments, studying blindly for tests and at the end of the day, get back to hostel room and spend the rest of the day .. or days watching shows, playing online games.

Even though I still do that every now and then. But I'm growing conscious about how much time I'm wasting because I feel so guilty after spending one whole afternoon watching episodes after episodes of drama. Hahaha!

I have learnt so much from them, and still looking forward to work along with them.

I love how we work and how we play. I love being a part of this crazy team. I'm busy, but at least I'm beginning to be happy. A little pathetic I know.

A regular degree, anyone can get a regular degree. But a fruitful university life? Now it is not just about joining AIESEC to gain one. But the effort one puts in to ensure they did not just waste away their university life by hoarding it away with assignments and studies. To take this once in a lifetime chance to do just about anything you want. Because believe me, after you have graduated .. you barely stand a chance any more.

It's experience, but above all .. it's self satisfaction.

Apart from AIESEC, it's my family. I appreciate every moment I get to spend at home. Though it's just 20 minutes drive away, but because of all these activities and stuff, I don't go home all the time now.

Two weeks ago, mummy called and told me daddy had a heart attack that morning and is admitted into hospital. I guess you could say that I lost it. I totally lost it. All thoughts came into mind and I only had one phrase repeating over and over again; Daddy, don't let anything happen to you.

You grow up with a price. Your parents grow older and you're losing time. I'd do whatever to buy me more time with them. Mummy, daddy, my mom and my father.

Nothing else matters now. I will always get tired, but I no longer see a point of stop trying.

Simply because I don't want to look back and ask myself why didn't I hold on longer ..



Saturday, February 23, 2013

iPhone 5 - RM 250

Hey there, greetings !

So, it has been a while for a real post from me and I know I'm at fault but believe me, I've been really really busy for the past couple of weeks,days,hours, minutes, whatevever! Yes.. even though my semester just started less than a week, I'm kinda busy. Hopefully it'll be over soon.

Okay, I got to cut to the chase. So yeah .. I've bought an iPhone 5 :D It's almost a week now .. but if you've been following my twitter, you'd realize the frequent photo spam via my instagram!

This classy earphone case with the apple logo :D

And .. TADAAA ...
iPhone 5
..The biggest thing to happen to iPhone since iPhone -Apple.

And right now you'd be thinking: HOLY SHIT ! iPhone 5, RM 250 ?! You kidding me?! 

No I'm NOT!

Because ..
#troll face.jpg

Heh .. Yes, you just got trolled. This post is a combination of ze blogger with a new phone and collecting her 250 ringgit book voucher :D Couldn't be more smug. 

Anyway, with that, I officially(LOL) announce to you ... *drum rolls*

My ...

Yessss. Do follow me on Instagram, stalker! ;)

Till then.



Sunday, February 17, 2013

Untitled #5

I wonder if my brain could permit me to have a vacation away from it. It thinks too much .. on its own. 

And it often makes me detest myself, for so many things. 

Why did I chose to not believe your feelings at that time? Why did I trusted what someone else said and broke my promise? I should have asked you myself there and then. Not now.

If I had the courage to trust you, maybe I wouldn't be trapped in this situation. 

Things happen for a reason, and things happen only in one way because "If" do not really exist. If I could rewind time, I'd do whatever I can to undo those hurt and damages. 

But who am I fooling. It's getting dark and thing's are getting late. I'm more than 25 minutes too late.

.. If you'd just know what you mean to me. 

I'm aneh sorry even though it's too late to apologize. 

The overthinker,


Friday, February 1, 2013

#MyLDS2013 - Impacted

Hello everyone !

If you are following my twitter or my Facebook friend, you'd notice that I've been tweeting a lot about #MyLDS2013. More about what is MyLDS here. So this 6 days 5 nights conference held in UM is over. Well, I won't give a blow by blow full account of what happen. 

This will be an emotional journey in MyLDS.

#Finally reaching UM after two days of Pre-MyLDS

Pre-MyLDS was held in UPM organized by our AIESEC seniors and I have to say they were really awesome. They did a really great job despite our responds were really cool and cold throughout the sessions they conducted.

#Where we all are for most sessions !

We're not suppose to lost this or forget to wear this or else it will be punishment time! The first day in AIESEC was quite tiring yet interesting. We were assigned to different group and my group was the awesome Giraffe.

We were all strangers to each other. We came from different background. Some of them aren't even Malaysian. But yet, we clicked almost immediately ! We were asked to come up with a group name, but we decide to keep Giraffe ! Because Giraffes are tall, they look further and they reach higher.

Through this 6 days 5 nights conference, we did so much. There were inspirational talks and alumni sharing. And of course skill development classes for our ultimate case challenge.

It might sound boring and meaningless to you. But throughout this conference, I've learnt so much more about AIESEC and most of all about myself. 

Upon entering University, I guess I could say I completely lost myself in the struggle of finding the sense of belonging in University. I was no longer the noisy social bug. I kept looking back at how great secondary and high school was. I kept hoping to relive those moments of awesomeness. To be really honest, I hated the life in Uni. 

I felt completely on my own. My closest friends all away from me and I was struggling to get use to the life in University. I miss home so badly. And then there were stress from assignments and tests and whatnots. Though I have my room mate, but things are no longer how it used to be. I started doubting myself to whether I made the right choice to be in University. I felt like I don't know what to do with myself.

I couldn't find my own clique. People here have the different mindset and they were nerve wrecking. I started keeping to myself. I had the thought that I don't blend in. But then again, University is all about diversity. When friends asked me how am I doing, I wanted so much to tell them I'm dying here. I bloody hate my life. But I didn't want anyone to worry and start thinking I'm weak and I can't adapt. 

I started joining University activities. I joined AIESEC because I wanted to speak English. I used to speak English back in High School and when I came here, everyone speaks Chinese and I was freaked out. And then I joined PAP(Pesta Ang Pau). All these were my vague effort in search of something to fill that hollowness I've been feeling. I was eager to join, but I will start backing off soon. I didn't want to commit, I don't feel like it. 

I begin to realize it's because I don't feel like a part of it in everything that I'm doing. 

Impact Now is MyLDS 2013's tagline. And it was rather very impacting. There were 540 delegates not including organising committees and facilitators. We all came from different background, with different intentions at the beginning. 

 But I'm sure we pretty much go back with just one thought, to bring the impact to more people. It wasn't the talk during LEAD session nor the talk during BELIEVE that inspire everyone so much. It was the bond between respective local committees and every group members as well as new friends that we've made that made us grow so much. Because we did not know each other, we learn from each other and we inspire each other.

I'm so grateful that I was blessed with a group of awesome people in my group. They trusted me as their leader throughout the whole conference. And they readily give commitment during the case challenge, though I'm really sorry we didn't manage to the finals. I should have taken more initiative. 

On the last day of this conference, we had an activity where people were divided into different groups according to numbers they were given. Everyone had to close their eyes and those in the group of the number being called will stand up and walk around the plenary hall. The chair of the conference will say "Tap the person you think is a good leader" Then, those standing up will walk around the hall tapping those with their eyes closed. It was really a heart clenching session as you get to express your feeling about someone without using any word. Every time I get tapped, I feel grateful and touched.

These are sugar cubes. It is an AIESEC culture where at the end of the conference, you will have your sugar cube stick on the wall and anyone can drop a note to you.

This is when everyone writes what they think of you. It can be a simple note from thank you, it was nice meeting you to loaded ones like telling you how you've changed their lives. 

This one week conference was crazy. I've done crazy things like FREE HUGS and winning my team in Youth to Business to a networking dinner with CEOs of several companies like Accenture, P&G, Ernst and Young and MSC. And also doing free fall. Not to forget we, LC UPM totally rocked the plenary hall with our performances and roll calls ! 

During Pre-MyLDS, our senior said we must at least know everyone in our on LC. Every single one of them. Because AIESEC has several departments and even we're from the same University, we might not know everyone in AIESEC. But I'm proud that after just one or two days, we know everyone in our own LC. We become a very prominent LC in MyLDS with our over the top craziness and integrity. Some friends I just met actually said that our LC's teamwork was awesome ! 

#Meet Mo from Thailand !

#Meet Rami from Egypt currently studying in UTP !

These two are the people who have inspired me the very most throughout the conference. Mo was really great and she taught me a lot. As for Rami, I have to say he is the best faci one could ask for. His non-stop encouragement and how willingly and readily he shares his experience for us to relate. I was freaking out because as the leader, I didn't know what to do to help my group ready for the case challenge, but he kept encouraging all of us. 

I can say, I've finally feel that I belong. And I felt happy throughout this conference, even after the conference, I still feel happy every time I think of the memories we all shared. Those are memories about 600 people shared. A facebook group was created yesterday for MyLDS 2013 and within less than 24 hours, we have 446 members now and the number is still adding. What's everyone doing ? Everyone is sharing their feelings about this conference and sharing awesome moments in this conference !

It is not easy to step out of your comfort zone, but once you did, you're about to lead an awesome life. 

I regained myself and found my purpose. After reading all those encouraging messages and notes in my sugar cube, I feel so touched, inspired and awed by the amount of trust these people I just met placed upon me. And then, I asked myself, what's next ?

I'll do all I can to create a better self and also be the source of energy and inspiration I've seen in MyLDS. To help others by giving what I have. All I hope is that I can keep this spirit burning on and on. Apart from setting off on my AIESEC journey, I fervently wish that my family would understand what all these mean to me and they'd support me.

What's next ? Leadership position in AIESEC, international conference, facilitating conference and if time and money constraint can be overcome, GCDP(Global Community Development Programme) and finally, of course GIP(Global Internship Programme) !

Why ? Because ..

I remember one of my friend who used to be a blogger once told me that being a blogger, we should be able to contribute and inspire people who come and read our blog. And I hope this new tags : #MyAIESECJourney and #TheStoryAboutUs can inspire you and I promise to update on these two tags as much as possible.

I'm inspired, I'm impacted, I'm back,


Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Live.Laugh.Love - Hello 2013 !

Happy New Year, residents of the world !

Say hello to 2013. A whole new year in a whole new world. Hug yourselves as all of you survived 2012, no more end of the world craps.

Not kick starting this year in any special ways but instead, got stuck in hostel room and should be studying but is blogging instead. However, I believe things will get better gradually.

Just want to mark the first day of this brand new year with my resolutions ..

#2013Resolutions :

Live. Laugh. Love. - Be Happy !

Yes, just simple as that. I want to live my life, laugh my life and love my life. I don't want to let those small things bother me and get most of my attention. I just want to be happy, simply happy living my life, being me! The anchor of my past, let the 2012 apocalypse have it.

And .. well .. 

Save Money.

It is bad enough that I no longer earn an income and to top that off, I've been spending quite a lot of money this last year. So yes, though it might be hard, but I do believe everything is possible, wtf. I need to start saving money, not for anything but for the sake that I've spent so much already.

It's after all a brand NEW YEAR !

Happy New Year !
Much love, much gracias,

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